Blessings dear, dear ones. It is such a privilege to be here with you this evening. I am St. Germain and I have come by special invitation. You, too, have been specially invited to this very intimate gathering of old souls, old friends from very way back. Yes, you know one another so this should be a happy reunion here tonight.
There is an awful lot that you have in common as you come here tonight. You have much in common being in this human condition, being in this human state that you are in, sometimes very perplexing. It’s confusing, and this thing that you call pain, it hurts, it hurts sometimes, doesn’t it? And, while you are in those states of pain and confusion, it is difficult to remember who you really are, is it not?
When you are there covered in what my buddy Kryon calls that Tar Pit, it’s hard to remember that you have those beautiful wings…beautiful feather wings. And so you come together here tonight by special invitation, and by prior agreement you all agreed to come together for there is some healing that you will be doing together tonight, multi-dimensionally.
It’s not anything you will recognize or consciously experience but the vessel that I speak through is familiar with the technology of the Holon and how work in groups – the entrainment that happens energetically is so powerful in helping you to heal and to release and to get past some of those stuck spots in some of these multi-dimensional lifetimes that are literally holding you back in this one because the energy isn’t moving in your energy anatomy.
You don’t understand this yet, you don’t understand how your energy circulates within the systems that you know about because you don’t understand them all yet, you don’t know them all. There is so much more to your energy anatomy that you have yet to learn. So, you don’t understand how the energy from your other lifetimes actually circulates within the other systems to feed you in this lifetime.
So, there are stuck places – and other lifetimes where you have stuckness…where you are in similar situations to where you are now. Think about your personal situation as a human angel now. What places are you stuck? Where is the energy not moving in your life? Where is it not flowing for you? Where is it that you don’t feel the energy of Creator? Where is it that you don’t feel connected to the creativity of your Creator Source, of your higher refined energies of those energies that are You, that are the totality of You.
It is your natural birthright, it is your natural state of being to be connected to those energies all of the time, constantly. And, that’s the way it is when you raise in vibration and raise in consciousness and get to the other side of the veil. It’s all there for you, there is no time. It is this dense human experience that you have now that is constricted by time that keeps you from experiencing the totality of yourself….all of the time.
What is now? Now is that space that is timeless. Because you have the past and because you have the future and you have all of those spaces in between, it is necessary as a human to have your events to be in sequence. And so as they are coming to you in sequence and you experience them in sequence, you forget about the now because you are having to collect the energetic information from each moment and you have to process it and then you have to store it.
In the process of collecting the energetic information, processing it through your energy anatomy and then storing it, putting it away, filing it, as it were, this puts you in time. This puts you in a state of being in time where you have to place your attention on your back fibers, in your back where it represents your past. Or when you are thinking about your future, you are thinking about it and sending your energy forward so you’re not being in the now. So, time is a distraction to being – to experiencing your divinity.
So, how is it that you can stay there? We have spoken of this, to stay in the now moment and enjoy all of the benefit of your divinity and being connected. Look for the tools – look for the tools that are available to you in healing the other multi-dimensional aspects of Who you really are.
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Balance….. I am Miriam and I am here to talk to you about balance. Balance, not from a standpoint of what you understand of energetic balance, this balance is about balancing frequencies. You know that there is an energy anatomy and many of you have worked with this. There is a flow that moves through your energetic systems and some of you know how to balance these energies so that they move gracefully and freely.
The balance that I would like to talk to you about has to do with the frequencies of the energy that moves through these systems. You experience emotions, for the most part in your brain. You have a frequency that courses through your energetic system and your brain process this and gives it a name. It gives it a name – a label – and you decide if this is comfortable for you.
And it is in that deciding that you determine whether you like it or you whether you don’t like it and then you place judgment on it. To the Universe, this is simply a frequency. It is neither good and nor bad. It is not something that the Universe sees as a good thing or a bad thing. It is you that places the judgment on it.
When you have frequencies coursing through your energetic system, there is a way in which you naturally balance out the resonance, balance out the frequency, so that it becomes comfortable for you. Many times you have more than one frequency coursing through your system and it can be very confusing. You can feel happiness and joy but at the same time feel sadness and pain. You can feel frustration and anger and yet still find a way to feel gratitude.
Is this not true in your experience? That sometimes you have many frequencies going through your system at one time and as your brain tries to process these frequencies and make the judgments – and determine whether they feel good or if they feel bad and how to label it…what to call it – this creates a great deal of mental and emotional conflict, do you see that?
And so I would say to you, to resist the temptation to figure it out because in resisting that whole process of mental figuring it out, it will remove one frequency of frustration from the whole equation. Do you see this? If you can be in these confused states and simply allow it because these frequencies that are coursing through your systems are natural and normal responses to what is happening.
It’s not the emotion or what you call it or the frequency that you want to get rid of. What you want to do is balance it. If you feel a frequency that is uncomfortable, create a frequency that feels good and balance it. And so you have a bittersweet experience. And so you have the anger or the rage. Find the gratitude. Find your passion. Find satisfaction in some loud music that balances these frequencies. Do you see? Do you see?
Your energy anatomy, yes, keep it balanced, keep it flowing. But that is only one part, only one part. It is also allowing these frequencies to flow and to keep a balance of your emotional experience flowing at all times and come to appreciate and accept and embrace even the most uncomfortable frequencies.
How do you do that? How do you embrace an uncomfortable frequency? My suggestion would be to stop thinking about it because it is in the thinking about where you put the labels. This is where you put the judgments. This is where you add your little opinion about the frequency and say, “I don’t like this.”
And so you choose to resist it and when you resist it you pull away, you shut down, you stop, you stop flowing and it is only in the flowing that you are able to change anything. So, stop thinking about it. Take away that mental conflict, just take it away, just stop it right there. Stop thinking about it, simply experience it and choose a higher frequency for you. Does this make sense to you?
There are many transitions happening in this group. All of you, all of you are in transition and we feel the heartache, we feel the confusion, we see the resonances in your field, and we can see the colors. Those emotions that are happening, that are coursing through your energy field, they have colors, they have a sound and we can see them. They are all there and they are all in response to what’s happening around you.
In this confusion, in this frustration, and in this not knowing what’s going to happen next, there can be fear, oh yes, fear. And that fear can keep you from being in that place of trust that it’s all going to be all right, that it is all divinely ordered, that it is all something that you have chosen for yourself.
So, in remembering, “Yes, I have chosen this for myself”, you can relax and say, “Well, it’s a higher spiritual aspect of myself that has chosen this experience for me. In their highest wisdom and knowing and being able to look from a distance to be able to see the whole big picture, to be able to navigate this for me, to able to put me into this situation, to place me in this space and time in this experience….in their wisdom, those higher aspects of myself are Me…Me…”
If you can say that to yourself and recognize it, then how can you say to yourself, “I’m being punished”? Why would you do that to yourself? Why would you do that to yourself? So remember whose driving the boat.
And so dear ones…dear ones…in this time of transition and change, balance the frequencies of fear, trepidation, frustration and excitement. Find that childlike place inside of you. Do any of you remember being small, as a child, and perhaps you moved to a new home? Your parents, I’m sure, had many pressures on them, don’t you imagine that would be true?
Perhaps your father changed his job and your mother had to pack and there may have been financial challenges. But as a child you just thought, “Oh, I get to move to a new home, I get to meet new friends, I get to go to a new school!” And you were delighted and excited – you were happy, you couldn’t wait. “I get to ride on a moving truck, I get to watch the men as they unload…” It was a delight for you.
How can we find that childlike wonder as an adult going through this transition? This childlike frequency of wonder and awe and delight at even the simplest things balances the frequency of the energy of the adult responsibility that you feel in third dimension as a human. Let the child in you balance the adult in you.
It sounds so simple, yes? Try it tomorrow and see how that works. All of these aspects are there for you. That childlike quality that you have not exercised in so long is still there. That inner child is still there.
As humans grow up, they are so funny. They grow up and they want to get rid of their child so they can get to be a teenager and then they’re grown up…they’re responsible…they’re adults now and they set aside their childlike ways and they throw away their stuffed animals and they wouldn’t be seen dead with Hannah Montana.
Now when they are in mid-life, looking for ways to find their child again….aren’t we funny? We, too, as spirit…we find that same cycle of evolution going on as well. We have been in human form, we strive to ascend, that’s our goal. That’s our ambition, that’s what we think we came here as humans to do, to ascend, to become ascended masters and teachers. And then, once on this side, we long to be human again.
Don’t be in such a rush to ascend. Be here, now. Reach back and take the hand of the child in you and wait for it to catch up. Sit it on your lap and embrace it. Bring it along with you in this adult journey. That’s where you are going to find that childlike awe and wonder and delight and that new perspective that will help you to find something to laugh at. Find something to bring levity in a seemingly dark place. So, carry your child with you and balance out what is happening in your life with it. Don’t be in such a hurry to grow up.
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And so we had a guest speaker there with Miriam. Rhonda isn’t so used to these staffing changes in the middle of her show. (smile) Yes, I am St. Germain.
What Miriam says in admonishing us to slow down, I could have used this advice when I was walking the planet because I can see it from a whole different perspective now on this side of the veil. When you slow down and take your child with you, your inner child with you with those balancing frequencies, you begin to integrate the totality of who you are.
In the integrating of your many aspects, you can begin to heal on a more complete level. It’s not just the adult in you that needs the healing. It’s not just the child in you that needs the healing. It’s the totality of who you are. Do you see this?
In addition to the many aspects of you that are stacked up in this time space continuum, there are other aspects of you in other time space continuums – in other lifetimes, in other dimensions that also have aspects that are stacked up in those particular lifetimes. And so you see, there is a lot of healing that needs to go on and a lot of integration and a lot of collapsing of aspects as you i
ntegrate and heal. And so you have come together in this room, this small intimate group to do some very deep, deep work together. In other lifetimes where you have shared – you have shared time, you have shared experiences and energetically, you can bring some of those things up for forgiveness and healing. So, you might want to give each other an extra special hug as you say good night because you have shared some deep, deep work together.
As this happens on other dimensions, you’ll find that some of the energies – the stuckness that we talked about earlier, the blockages that you shared – in another lifetime, in another time space continuum, you had experiences and you shared energy and this energy needs to be released.
You need to release one another and let go, let go. Much as you are letting go in this lifetime – your experiences here, what’s happening here in this lifetime now – you are letting go, letting go. And so in coming together physically here in this room, if you choose to give the intent to accelerate this process, to come together and allow this release of some of the things that you have had together as well as with others in your Holon group that you are a member of, simply by intent to do the work, to allow it, to let it go, to release.
In letting go and releasing and forgiving and healing in these other lifetimes, your energies become more sovereign in that particular lifetime and you become more whole in that particular lifetime and in that particular experience. And you begin to heal and resolve some issues and you get these Ah Ha’s – you know what I’m talking about. As your other lifetimes heal, it begins to release the energies that you are feeling as stuckness in this lifetime.
Give conscious intent to do this multi-dimensional healing. Work through your Holons and allow that to happen, allow that to be so that those multi-dimensional aspects can heal, collapse and release the energy in this lifetime to move forward and keep the flow, keep the balance. It’s not all about this lifetime anymore.
Sometimes, the Universe holds things from falling into place for us so it can set things up, put people in our path, arrange, shift…to bring things into alignment with what it is that we want. And, if we all did our work then we wouldn’t be late for our appointments to be where we need to be so that we can help another to find their path.
It’s a big, big puzzle, it’s a huge puzzle. Not only do other people play a part in being stepping stones and being helpful parties in laying out of our lives but we serve a purpose in other peoples lives too. Have you given that much thought?
Many times it is the lifetime that you have right in front of you, it is the experience that you have going on, it is the transition, it is the drama, it is what’s happening in your life that you are thinking about. But you don’t think that you have a role in someone else’s life to help them to get to where they need to be too.
So, the sooner we get to become in a healthy place with a positive outlook and a balanced perspective about what is happening to us, this will enable us to continue to be of service to others. The work of being a human is not all about our little drama. We are cogs in a wheel and the entirety of the planet, of the human society, the human condition for all is related.
We can’t do this alone. We can’t do this without you, and you can’t do it without one another. We are all in this together. It serves us, it serves the planet, to come in to a place of peaceful acceptance of who we are and what we have to do so that whatever happens on a human level, in the drama that is happening to us now, we can still walk in service.
It’s a tall order. It’s a mighty responsibility that you have chosen, and I emphasize, you have chosen. And so dear ones, dear beloved humans, it is time to pull yourselves up by the boot straps, as you say, as time is going rapidly by and you have much to do. And so I say this in encouragement, as one wise human said, “To whom much is given, much is expected”, and you all have great and mighty gifts. You have everything that it takes to do what you have chosen to do.
The more healing you do, the more latent talents and abilities will be released to you to use from other dimensions, from your other lifetimes. The more healing you do in all of your lifetimes, the more access you will have to the talents, the abilities, the wisdom, the knowledge and the confidence to do what you need to do.
The more healing that you do in all of your lifetimes, the higher you will raise in consciousness and the more you will be able to see the big picture and the easier the whole process will become. It’s a domino effect. The more healing you do, multi-dimensionally, the faster those dominoes will start to fall.
The higher in consciousness you raise the more you’ll be able to see the answers, the easier it will become, the more graceful you will become in moving through them, going through these dramas. It can only get easier as you work to collapse these other lifetimes and integrate your many aspects.
In integrating your aspects it would require that you embrace them, would that not be true? So, in looking at yourself, all your experiences, all of what you have done, all of what you want to become, all that you used to be, even as a child, these are all parts of yourself to embrace and take with you.
Know that you are dearly, deeply loved. All good things await you – they already exist. They are here, they await you to come to the conscious awareness of them, to see them. All good things are on your path when you choose to look at them, they are there. And so, until next time...
