Channeled through Rhonda Lynn
February 6, 2008 in Potomac, MD
Greetings, dear ones, good evening. I am St. Germain and have been for many of my lifetimes. I’m glad that you came here this evening to join me and to be together for this gathering. I’m breathing in your energy. It’s really quite delightful to have this opportunity to be here and to feel you like this, through this vehicle, the opportunity to marinade in your energies. It’s really quite a treat. It reminds me of my days on the planet. I could tell you of some “when I was a kid” stories but I won’t bore you with that.
There is much more to talk about this evening. There is a subject that is very common amongst humans and that is, “Why am I here? What am I to do with my life? What is the bigger purpose? How am I to find it and once I find it, how am I to do it?”
Yes! You come here as a baby with a very clear idea of who you are and why you are here. Your consciousness is very clear then and you go through stages of un-remembering and your society and your human life begins to chisel away at that memory of who you are and why you are here. And, for most of your young life it doesn’t matter because you are having fun just being human, aren’t you. You run, you play, you eat chocolate and life is good when you are young.
And so it is, as you go through your life, and you go through these stages of un-remembering until you reach a point where it begins to matter. That point is not the same in all humans. Where we wake up and say, ”Hummmm, there’s something bigger than this. There’s something bigger than the parties and the playing and the fun and the job that seems to go nowhere, the job that is no longer fulfilling, the life that is no longer fulfilling.”
There is an emptiness that you discover. An emptiness that was always there since you stopped remembering. But this emptiness you found ways of covering up; with relationships, with a job, with chocolate and it gets to a point where you can no longer cover it up. This emptiness becomes bigger and more profound and you feel the emptiness, loneliness, don’t you?
This is when the human begins to turn the corner and they start to search for home. Something awakens within them – a homing device. You wake up and you begin to say there’s got to be something more than this. What is it? What could it be? Where is it? How do I find it?
And in that searching, you try different things and you learn different things and in your desperation to fill this hole you find an excuse or a reason to open your mind to new ideas, ideas that you wouldn’t have entertained years ago. It would have been out of the question, but now, in this search for something that is fulfilling, something that heals your heart…that sooths you, that makes you feel whole again…you’ll try anything. It becomes a search for the Holy Grail.
So, with this new open mind, you begin searching and reading, exploring different things, new things, “Oh, how about this, how about that?” You begin to see options that you were not aware of before.
As you survey the options, some of them seem rather appealing. Things turn your head that didn’t turn your head before and as you look at them with a certain level off seriousness and consideration you realize that that looks more interesting than what you are doing and this is a surprise to you. That something that you have been doing for a long time, that you went to school for, that you have jobs for, that you have developed a career around, suddenly just doesn’t do it for you anymore and these other options look more interesting.
Many, many, many humans are at this point right now, looking at the options. Most of you in this room have gone beyond that and have actually tried out some of the options and have traveled down different paths and you are trying on different hats to see how it feels and it feels good…it feels good. So in this search for fulfillment, you weigh that against your future, what it is, where it is taking you. You question, all of a sudden, “where is this taking me, why am I here?” Soul Purpose comes to mind…Soul Purpose.
Soul Purpose is a very broad term and I will say to you tonight that it is very unlikely that any of you will achieve your Soul Purpose in this life time. Humm. That is not meant to be discouraging. It’s not meant to discourage you in any way from moving towards that. I just wanted to put that in perspective for you and give you some clarity.
Soul Purpose is a much broader mission, much broader purpose of your soul. You individually, are multi-dimensional beings – multi, multi-dimensional beings. There are many aspects of lifetimes that are happening concurrently as we speak. To understand Soul Purpose, you need to understand the hierarchy of your lifetimes and to take into consideration that you have many aspects…many lifetimes all with the same Soul Purpose.
We have spoken of the Holon. The Holon is the skin that surrounds the entirety of who you are, energetically and physically. And within the Holon are all of your energetic systems, known and unknown. You share one important system within the Holon and this is the Lattice. This Lattice is also multi-dimensional and you share this Lattice with all of your lifetimes. It’s pretty crowded in there.
So if you think of your Holon – octahedron in shape – all of your aspects, all of your lifetimes are inside this structure and they are all going on at the same time. They are happening concurrently, simultaneously, on different dimensions. Now, each one of those lifetimes has a Higher Self that guides it, that directs it, that helps this particular aspect to fulfill the objective of why it became a fractal aspect of the hologram that you are.
If you look at the hierarchy or the structure of Soul Purpose, we could liken it to a business organization. Soul Purpose is the vision of the company – where the company wants to go. Underneath the umbrella of your Soul Purpose, you have countless higher selves in departments. Each one of these departments has a specific mission to accomplish, much like a business structure where you have accounting, receiving, manufacturing, shipping, marketing.
Each one of those departments has a mission, a reason for its existence and there is a higher self that manages that particular mission. So, you see, the soul mission that you have in this lifetime is but a minute part of your Soul Purpose. Does this make sense?
If you look forward in this lifetime, in search of your Soul Purpose, keep in mind that your part of it, your little piece of Soul Purpose – this mission you have in this lifetime is a dynamic and is changing. It’s not something where you have a mission and you achieve it and there you go. It’s not so. Your mission, guided by your Higher Self, is about the general mission of that lifetime in many stages of synergistic growth.
So if you begin searching, there are layers of growth that you will achieve towards this general mission but there are lessons to learn, there are things to experience, there is consciousness to develop, there is awareness of who you are and why you are here. The human experience alone is good enough for you to keep trying.
But at the same time, there’s always something else to work towards – working towards raising your consciousness to become fully aware of what your mission is in this life time, to learn the lessons, to experience the growth, to actualize your consciousness, to become fully aware of this aspect of who you are and why you are here.
And when this lifetime is done, when it is complete, when your Higher Self determines that it is finished, it is good, this lifetime collapses and your energy rolls in to the entirety of who you are, this energetic structure inside the Holon. So, there’s energetic recycling that goes on continually within your Holon and within your energetic structure where you are reclaiming your energy.
Every time you heal, every time another lifetime collapses you reclaim more of your energy and you feel it, don’t you? Haven’t you been feeling it? Haven’t you been feeling that you are somehow energized, that you are standing in more of your own power, having a sense of being stronger in your own shoes?
You seem to be expanding. Do any of you feel that, a sense of expansion? This is a result of energy reclamation from some of your other lifetimes that are completing their purpose. The higher you raise in consciousness, the fewer lifetimes you splinter off to create new lifetimes.
We spoke of this in an earlier channeling – when something happens in this lifetime that is a part of your mission – you have created contracts and agreements with other souls to come together and do work together, that you two are uniquely qualified to do. When this person crosses your path, they show up for work and you say, “Uh, no, listen…I can’t. I’m busy and I just don’t want to go there now.” Or perhaps it entails a relationship and you say, “No, I’m married and I can’t do that”.
So, you choose. You always have choice and you choose to not enter into that prior agreement. It’s fine, but in doing so you create another lifetime so that you and that other soul can do the work that you are contracted to do, that you agreed to do.
But dear ones, you ROCK! (laughter…mostly St. G’s) You are raising in consciousness at such an incredible rate and degree that when you see these people crossing your path, you joyfully say, “Yo! dude, where you been, I’m ready, let’s do it!” And, you enter into these agreements and you do your work that you came here to do!
So you are not creating as many lifetimes and at the same time you are collapsing others so that you are reclaiming more of your own energy. The percentage of energy reclaimed is greater than the energy you are spending in splintering off into other fractals of your hologram. This is good…this is good news, this is good news.
As you reclaim this energy and you begin to expand, you increase the amplification of your consciousness and your creative ability. The amount of emotion and energy that you put behind your manifestation is increased and you become a more powerful creator.
You have chosen a wonderful life. This one is a good one. This is your primary lifetime and you can do things in this lifetime that you can’t in any of your others. You can impact your other lifetime like no other lifetime. This is it…this is it! It’s very exciting.
The other soul missions, as we’ll call them, are being managed by all of the other Higher Selves. The Higher Selves get together for their little steering committees and they talk – there is a way in which they manage their energy. They are energy managers and they look at the Soul Purpose – that’s their boss – they look at Soul Purpose and they say, “That this is why we came here, all of us, we all work together as a team. So how can we, together, achieve Soul Purpose?”
And, they manage their lifetimes accordingly. There are souls that are leaving the planet now and this will increase as time goes on. These are very volatile times. Souls that are leaving, whose Higher Selves are saying, “You know, when I look at the profit and loss, when I look at the numbers here and I look at the potential of this lifetime…where it is headed…you know, maybe, in the bigger picture of this Soul Purpose, perhaps this energy can be better used elsewhere.”
So that Higher Self makes a choice for the good of the whole of all that you are, it chooses to recycle the energy back. So you see, to lose a soul on this plane, on this dimension, does not mean that that soul has failed or is going to have to start over or is going to have to do it again, and again, and again. Because it is the entirety of the soul expressions, as a group, under the umbrella of the primary Soul Purpose.
This is the big picture, the big picture that you don’t see from this very minute existence in this third dimensional lifetime. So you see, what you are doing in this lifetime with the power of group Holon work to collapse lifetimes is unfathomable.
Now choice, what about choice you may ask, what about free will? You have free will, yes, every lifetime has free will. But is it free will of the Ego that we’re talking about or is it free will of the Higher Self that we’re talking about? Who is boss and where?
Ego has free will in third dimensional reality. Higher Self has free will in 5D and manages the energy exchange and the signals that are sent out and the way in which each expression communicates energetically with the Universe. So, if it’s not in your highest good to win the lottery you won’t win the lottery. If Higher Self says, “That’s not within the mission of why we incarnated” then it’s not going to happen.
So your free will as Ego is somewhat limited. I say somewhat because there are things in your third dimensional process that is your domain, Ego’s domain. The degree to which Ego takes over and runs a lifetime – you’ve seen what Ego can do and you can see how far it can go – well Ego can run a lifetime right into the ground, can’t it? It can also run other lifetimes into the ground, can’t it?
So, this is a whole different subject that we’ll talk about at some point. My partner has wrestled with this and calls it the Marionette Effect. We have to laugh because in some ways it is almost true.
So, dear ones, what about your Soul Purpose? Can we call it soul mission? This is slightly more accurate. In this lifetime, what is it for you to do? What is it for you to do in this lifetime that eventually will feed into the bigger vision of your Soul Purpose?
What you are doing in this lifetime is very important – what you have chosen for yourself, what your Higher Self is guiding you to do. My suggestion to you for finding this road, this path of where it is for you to go, is to find that connection with your Higher Self. Make Higher Self your best friend.
Because Higher Self has coffee with the boss, it knows what’s going on. It has an idea of the big picture of all of the other higher selves, what’s going on, what the plan is for energy management. By creating that connection with your Higher Self and surrendering – surrendering your Egoic will to Higher Self – you put yourself in the most loving, most compassionate, most omniscient hands of Higher Self.
Now this you can do through the Holon, to create this relationship with Higher Self, to commune, to meditate on a regular basis. Sign up for the Higher Self newsletter and be sure you get its memos. As you walk your path, it is a constant dynamic that unfolds for you and especially now, in these shifting sands on your planet when things are happening energetically and politically.
Everything that is happening around you – the way that you have to dance with the energies that are going on right now – requires a bird’s eye view to be able to see the whole picture and you’ll find that long range planning isn’t going to work anymore, it just is not. So, you are going to have to think on your feet and make choices moment to moment.
Go ahead and create your lists, create you lists and your plans. But don’t spend a lot of time on it. It’s good to have ideas. Ego still needs something to do and it’s a good idea to map those things out because your thoughts create. And as you map them out in your creative expressions, you throw them out into the universe as possibilities, as potentials.
Through your creative thought process you are creating those potentials from which you and Higher Self can choose and anchor the potentials that serve you in this moment. So you’ll be choosing those potentials. You’ll be choosing what to manifest in your life from moment to moment. Can you stand it? Especially you list makers who have to have things listed in neat little rows…it’s going to be hard for some to not be attached to those lists with an attachment to outcome.
So I’ve given you some tools. I’ve offered you a bigger picture of Soul Purpose and where you fit into it and how step by step, lesson by lesson, opportunity by opportunity, experience by experience…you move forward. And so the option in your life that you see before you now – that shines brightly, that feels good, that causes you to think, “That must be my Soul Purpose”…let’s call it your soul mission…well, it could be your soul mission for today.
But don’t expect that it won’t change because once you get there it may open another door to something else, something bigger. And, once you make that choice and you move on your path, you may find that something else comes up and shines even brighter. And so you’ll grab onto that opportunity.
Meanwhile, all the time that you’re doing this, what’s happening is happening multi-dimensionally. You have lifetimes collapsing, you have energy that’s coming in, that’s being recycled and you are expanding in your awareness and as you are expanding in your awareness…suddenly you realize, “Oh! I can do this, what about that?” And those thoughts create new potentials and it changes the entire canvas that you are painting on, do you see this?
So as you expand and as your consciousness grows, so does the canvas that you are creating your reality on. And so does your opportunities that you’ve created, that you are manifesting. Everything is dynamic, it’s all dynamic. There’s no plan. You don’t have a Soul Purpose in this lifetime. You have many soul missions. You have a soul path and it wanders and it meanders like a river down a mountain. How fun can that be? How fun can that be?!?
Now it could be scary for those of you who like to find a little something to do and than get very comfortable with that – you are not very comfortable with change. Any of you in this room? And so I would suggest that you read the channel from a few weeks ago about Change and Resistance. Here’s an opportunity for you to look at why you resist change. What is it that’s causing you to resist? Because if it were not for that resistance – if it were not for that fear of change – it would really be a fun ride. Trust me, very fun.
So taking these steps, moving forward on the dynamic soul path at an accelerated evolutionary pace isn’t for everybody. I’m going to have to tell you that. It is not for everybody. There are some people who will be petrified – frozen in their tracks – that will simply not be able to get their arms around the issues that keep them entrenched in their 3D reality. It’s true - it might take them a little bit longer. Some people won’t ever entertain the thought and their lifetime may be recycled but for those of you who are up for an adventure, we can move this right along. Are we all in?
My partner can tell you more about it…the details, the way it happens, and how to do it with the Holon material, the Holon Technology. And I strongly encourage you to continue to come together in groups. The group dynamic not only helps to stimulate this accelerated evolution but it also offers support. You bounce ideas off of one another and you will find in the group dynamic that you all have experiences and awakenings in consciousness that will be helpful to the others.
It’s like sitting in a boat, everyone with an oar and you are all rowing. When you are all rowing you go faster. Dear ones, I don’t want to minimize the human angst that comes along with taking the responsibility and finding the courage that it takes, not only to step out on the path, but to sign up to speed it up!
Some of you have said,”Bring it on, bring it on baby. I’m ready for it and I’ll take all that you’ve got. I’m dedicated, I’m focused on it, my path is the most important thing to me.” Okay, let’s go.
Please know that it’s okay if that does not suit you – or if it does not suit you now, it may suit you later – or if it does not suit you at all and you say, “You know what, I really like my third dimensional existence. I like the reality that I have created. I enjoy it. I have a wonderful husband, two dogs, a nice house, a comfy lifestyle, I go to the beach. I can eat meat and drink wine and have a blast and I ain’t giving that up for nobody!”
Well now, first of all, you don’t have to give any of that up. The point is that some people will continue to be comfortable just taking evolution at its regular normal – normal...what’s normal? – pace and that’s okay. Please, please know that I am not here selling a particular policy. I am not here invested in either one of those choices. I am, simply letting you know what your options are.
So, please dear hearts, no guilt. This is a no guilt zone. Please do not feel badly if you are here and you just want to take it as it is. That’s okay…that’s okay. You might sit back and watch the rest of us and see how much fun we are having and decide that it is not such a bad idea after all. Or not.
Be gentle with yourself or challenge yourself. Go with what you are feeling, or challenge what you are feeling. It is entirely up to you, it is entirely your choice. You take it at the rate and the pace that you want. This may seem a little unorthodox. Many of you are used to channelings that say slow down and smell the roses. Take it easy…it’s going to happen, it’s going to come, don’t be in such a rush.
I know that I’ve said that as I am channeled through others. I have said that, those are my own words when I am speaking to other people. I am here through this vessel with a purpose, with a mission and it is for those who choose. It is for those for whom it resonates. It is for those who choose to move down their path in this way.
You see, it’s not a contradiction when I say one thing through one vessel and something else through another. It’s simply the audience that I am speaking to, the area that I am speaking in and it shows what magnificently complex beings you are.
You are incredible beings of synergistic, alchemical potential and each one of you is different with different choices, with different options and for each of those choices and each of those options I have to come up with a channel. So you see when you read any of these channelings – from anyone – feel it and if it resonates, it’s yours, it’s for you. And if it doesn’t, it is meant for someone else. Bless it and let it go.
And so I would offer this channel tonight to those who chose. If this resonates in your heart of hearts, then it’s for you. I send the energy of these words to you with my deepest admiration and all of the love that I Am. Thank you again for being here with me tonight and with that, I will take my leave. Good night.
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